Weightloss is a NO-GO :(

Well, obviously my weightloss journey has failed. I haven't posted anything in quite some time. Man oh man, trying to get healthy and lose weight is such a hard thing to do. I am still struggling with it, but I do believe deep down that I will make it. All that I can say is that I am trying and it is definitely a day to day struggle. I understand that getting healthy and eating right is more than likely a mental thing. As I am typing this, I think that maybe I need to get myself together mentally before I can do anything else - healthwise and in other aspects of my life.

I cancelled my gym membership some months ago. I was completely wasting money because I was simply not going to the gym. I don't know yet if I will get a new membership. For now, I'm going to take things slow. First and foremost, I'm going to stop being lazy and walk more. I must admit, I have gotten REAL lazy over the last several months. And unfortunately as a result of that, I have gained weight. Even though I hate it and I shouldn't do it, I force myself to get on a scale every Monday morning. For right now, the numbers have remained steady. Hopefully, a decline will start soon and I will start to feel better about myself.

Until next time
~Traycee